— Hello.. Can anybody hear me now? I’m so lonely in this country. Can i go back to my hometown now? The answer is NO. Why? It’s the rule. I’ve never thought it would be this tough..living away so far from my family, friends, school, people, everything. I thought it would be easy like every time i though i could handle it.. But now it’s obviously no.. My daily life now is really wasted like i really don’t know where can i get experience that people always say it will.. Everything here is boring and nothing the only one thing i can learn is language.. That’s all. They said i would learn how to live my life? Well, i wake up in the morning, have a breakfast all alone, take a school bus, arrive school the first one, attend to class, have lunch with friends, back to class, back home, do homework, have a dinner, shower, sleep….. This is it? My hostmom always be upset with her kids i don’t know why and that’s always freaking me out when she scolds at them.. She always looks at me without smile and says to me coldly.. What? What’s wrong can’t u talk to me preciously? You are so strict with your kids that i’m scared. You told me to talk to u and then i tried but u always be upset and seemed like no need to have a conversation.. So? What can i do? I try every way to impress and help you with everything but u don’t look appreciate them.. Okay so what do u want? I don’t know what to do right now. It’s so tough i need to go home.
"My life right now."